Well long time no entry.  Life has been great this past couple of weeks i must say.  Lots of hanging out with friends, especially steve.  i really love that kid, its nice to have someone to quote dane cook with again.  LoL.  He is my hero, dane that is.  Now instead of everyone kinda looking at me strange when i quote something, he comes back with another one.  its amazing. 

kxa is always amazing.  I am now an official member and am loving it.  We had our take-a-date tonite, and it was like this match up thing.  My date was really cute and very sweet.  And although he said he was bad at miniature golf he beat me!  LoL!  only by 3 strokes though.  Then we went down this huge slide.  It was a blast.  Crush is coming up soon, and that'll be fun also i'm sure.  we find out the theme on tuesday. 

I'm struggling with a lot of things right now, missing people.  And I dunno...even when i'm surrounded by friends I somehow feel alone.  But everything will be okay, i just ask that you pray for me.  A lot.  pray for strength...

Life...Just Live It

Hmm...so life is amazing.  Steve is swiftly becoming one of my best friends.  Its funny the immediate connection you can have with some people. 

I like a boy...exciting yes.  He's amazingly sweet and oober cute.  I really don't know why at some points in my life I think that somethings that God does are wrong.  I questioned a lot about why we broke up, I didn't understand why God didn't want us to be together if I was so certain that we should be.  But now I see that I deserve to be treated like a princess and now I am!  Yay!  I'm really happy.  :)

  But then other things happen that make me slightly angry at God...not angry as much as frustrated.  One of my best friends passed away and now I'm just confused.  Why did he have to be taken from all of us so quickly and unexpectedly?  I miss him greatly.  And although I know in my head that God has a plan and that everything will work out alright, its just hard right now.  It's all good tho.  Life can be amazing...you just have to open yourself up to happiness...you can't just sulk and wish that you can change the past, you'll just end up frustrated and depressed.  I've learned that thru all of the junk this past year.  Life...just live it.   

So I made some new friends this weekend and well...they are amazing.  Steve and Karl.  They are two of the most amazing boys.  They are real goofy and I love it.  So we def. went to toys-r-us last night and bought the Lizzie McGuire board game (for $5) and came back to Alexander to play, then we played Pretty Pretty Princess and Karl definately won.  And then we played for second and Steve won...they both looked so cute in all their jewlry and the tiara of course.  LoL.  They are awesome.  Ooh last nite we watched The Shining and it was my first time to see it...I was pretty freaked out...I'm not gonna lie. 

Hmm...what else is going on?  KXA stuff I guess...not much new.  We find out our bigs in 2 weeks.  I'm excited.  We have to practice our pledge skit tomorrow for Tuesday and then we need to practice the dance sometime this week also.  Or more than once since we don't know it.  LoL.  It'll be fun.  We have dress and pin day on Tuesday where we dress up all day and then at the meeting we do a worship service thing.

I guess thats all...I love you guys!  OOOOOOHHHH I miss JOey SSSSSOOOO much.  Make sure you keep him in your prayers. 

So the crush doesn't like me...no biggie.  There is a cute boy who I see a lot on campus tho...however I do not even know his name.  LoL.  But he came into collins the other day when I was working and helped me out...I had that annoying beyonce song stuck in my head and he was singing God of Wonders...so that was in my head instead.  I def. had to thank him for that.  LoL.  But yea...so boys are goofy.  I'm def. not gonna go out looking for anyone, I'm just gonna be patient and wait for God's timing. 

KXA is going great...I am really enjoying the people I am meeting.  All of the girls are ridiculously sweet.  I am going to be living with my friend Heather (who is in KXA) next year.  Very exciting!!  Our pledge dance is in a week and my friend Alf is going with me.  We are def. dressing up as...well...I can't write that yet.  Just in case some members look at this.  I will write on Tuesday what we are dressing as.  We are suppose to keep the theme a secret from the members. 

I miss Joey...it makes me sad that he will be in Germany in a couple of days.  Thats soooooo far away.  Ugh, I miss him already.  No bueno.  I love you dear. 

Not much else going on.  Keep joey in your prayers.  I love you all!

So life is pretty good now...I'm happy.  I am enjoying hanging out with all of my friends, I've missed them a lot.  And I have a crush...yes how exciting.  He is amazing and very very sweet.  And did I mention adorabally cute.  However if he likes me back is a different story.  I guess we'll find out... :) 

KXA is awesome.  I'm pretty positive of who is gonna be my big sis.  My prayer partner is amazing and I love her dearly.  Andie Anderson!!  So cute.  We have our pledge dance coming up and hopefully my friend Aaron will be coming with me.  And I'm gonna make him dress up real goofy like.  LoL.  It'll be fun.  Well thats all for now.  Love you all!!